| WORST DAY EVER!!! my dog died today. she was like a part of my family. i loved her so much. ATE BECAUSE I'M FUCKING DEPRESSED AS HELL. |
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| haven't updated in a while.. i've been up since 5 this morning and i have NO idea why. breakfast cereal-200 sausage-240 going on a jog in about an hour. update later! |
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| wow down one pound.
THAT FUCKING SUCKS!!
but it's progress! so i'll just keep at it today.
update later! |
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| I got on the scale today. and I did not like it. 206.7
that's freaking disgusting.
intake-sandwhich (430)
outtake-nothing
hopefully I'll be down in a week. I've decided not to get on the scale everyday. only once a week.
edit:
dinner-bowl of cereal and milk 300
not bad going from eating probably 3000 cals to under a thousand.
I think I'm getting sick too :/
back to work! |
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| wow, have i packed on the pounds or what? it's already almost school and i have gained an additional 10 pounds. soaring me to the highest weight i have ever been. it's fucking ridiculous, i dont know how to spell btw. anyway ive got to get this extra baggage off before school. at least the 10-15 i gained when summer started. i hate the way i look. i just don't understand why i eat.
im going to pick up on smoking again. ive been smoking way too much weed this summer. which is why i think ive gained so much weight. it's crazy. no more of that. well, i know i will, but i cannot get the munchies! i think i'll try working out high. i wonder how that'll work.
anyway, my plan for tomorrow is to fast. and of course keep updated on my journey! i hope i can fast tomorrow! i need to work out an assload too. ugh. i'll post how much i weigh and shit tomorrow. leave support! xoxo |
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